Lost wanderer
Recently I have experienced many mixed up feelings, a lot of ups and downs. Also I have connected, talked to some people who have deep psychological problems but are willing to work with them. I thought that I could help, guide them or at least I would know what to say. Sadly, I hardly could put a sentence. I felt empty and helpless. On the other hand I felt so close to them, I felt inspired by them. I could not know how to express my mixed up feelings and thoughts because these people and our relationship are so fragile. A slight difference about me and these people is that we are aware of our inner demons and we want deal with it, we want to find ways to face it and heal. All this situation let me to understanding that I need to learn a lot. First, how to deal constructively not just with my own down moments but also with others who are experiencing it. In my life I had few breakdowns. I have commited suicide two times,one ended in hospital. I was 17 years old.